So yesterday Sunday 2/12/2012 was the day that I had been waiting for since around Septemberish. I woke up about 4 or 5 times because 1) it had dropped down to 20 degrees! 2) I left the t.v. on 3) pretty sure the weather the last week had made me sick so coughing and sneezing woke me up and 4) I WAS FRIGGIN PUMPED TO RUN! So I wake up around 4:45 that Sunday morning to start getting my race plan all together. I made some breakfast (cinnamon toast and a little bit of coffee), get my uniform and gear all together, and try to watch a little ESPN to calm me down (like that was gonna happen!). So I'm racing around the house try to not forget anything at all, and at the same time I'm trying to get my mom and sister ready to go because I wanted to be there at least a hour before the race so I wouldn't stress.
There is a certain smell/taste/tingling sensation I get when I get to any race. Today my spidey senses were going crazy! I was thinking this is the day I complete my first marathon and finally qualify for the Boston Marathon! As I see all the runners who are warming up my heart starts to beat a little faster because it knows that race time is quickly approaching me. I begin my light warm-up by jogging around the courthouse and around Linn Park. I'm thinking in my head "you got this! you just have to be patient. Relax bro!" As soon as I get back inside of Boutwell Auditorium and meet my mom to start shedding off some of the layers that I was wearing I hear a man on a megaphone say "10 MINUTES, RUNNERS!" As soon as I hear that I'm trying to stay calm and just get to the line to start my run.
As I toe the line I see a lot of faces I know in the crowd of thousands that are out to run and compete in the 16 degree wind-chilled journey. BANG! the gun goes off for us to start running. I was weaving and bobbing through the crowd to get some space for me to breathe, and then I finally find my friend who I would stay with until about mile 14. The fans were all lining about every street in Birmingham to watch us all. I had established a good little group of about 3 runners who were aiming for the same times (2:45). We were talking and chatting along the way. I did not realize that all that chatting we were doing was just wasted energy that I was using.
Mile 15- this was the farthest I had ever ran before (part of the reason for how I ended up). I was feeling fine but my feet were beginning to feel the pain of the pounding of the miles. Mile 19 comes along (2 hours into the run) I was thinking okay just 45 more minutes to go! But what happened to me between mile 21 and 22 I never saw coming. I had just been going uphill and into the wind, and I was alone in the race. I start my downhill descent and I go to a water station to get some powerade. I grab the powerade and drink it. About 50 yards later I start to get a little light-headed and start seeing these spots. Even in the bright sun all of a sudden it got really dark and I couldn't see. I was thinking this is the end for me, I'm going to die on this race course. Then I saw a police officer as I was stumbling around the road like a frat boy coming home from a late night partying, and I waved her down and said I needed help and then I just dropped to the ground.
I have never dropped out of a race because I always give all I can to the race. Well this time I left EVERYTHING out on the course. I eventually got back to Boutwell Auditorium with a little help an ambulance. I eventually found my mom and sister and I told her everything that had happened to me, and she knew something was wrong when I did not cross the finish line at the time I wanted.
The feeling that I felt after leaving the race is something that I hope to never feel again. After putting hundreds of miles and time into this one race, I still came up short. I knew what my problem was concerning my training because I did not work on my long runs. Yea I would go on 14 to 15 mile runs but that is a cake walk compared to running 20+ miles. This helped me see that yea I had trained hard for a long time, but there are so many things that I could have done like going for 20 to 30 minutes longer on my long runs, eating better, and not taking back-to-back off day aka being lazy. But oh well I learned a lot from this experience and I am going to jump right back on my horse and saddle up for another race after a much needed 2 week break. On to the next one!
Taylor
As I toe the line I see a lot of faces I know in the crowd of thousands that are out to run and compete in the 16 degree wind-chilled journey. BANG! the gun goes off for us to start running. I was weaving and bobbing through the crowd to get some space for me to breathe, and then I finally find my friend who I would stay with until about mile 14. The fans were all lining about every street in Birmingham to watch us all. I had established a good little group of about 3 runners who were aiming for the same times (2:45). We were talking and chatting along the way. I did not realize that all that chatting we were doing was just wasted energy that I was using.
Mile 15- this was the farthest I had ever ran before (part of the reason for how I ended up). I was feeling fine but my feet were beginning to feel the pain of the pounding of the miles. Mile 19 comes along (2 hours into the run) I was thinking okay just 45 more minutes to go! But what happened to me between mile 21 and 22 I never saw coming. I had just been going uphill and into the wind, and I was alone in the race. I start my downhill descent and I go to a water station to get some powerade. I grab the powerade and drink it. About 50 yards later I start to get a little light-headed and start seeing these spots. Even in the bright sun all of a sudden it got really dark and I couldn't see. I was thinking this is the end for me, I'm going to die on this race course. Then I saw a police officer as I was stumbling around the road like a frat boy coming home from a late night partying, and I waved her down and said I needed help and then I just dropped to the ground.
I have never dropped out of a race because I always give all I can to the race. Well this time I left EVERYTHING out on the course. I eventually got back to Boutwell Auditorium with a little help an ambulance. I eventually found my mom and sister and I told her everything that had happened to me, and she knew something was wrong when I did not cross the finish line at the time I wanted.
The feeling that I felt after leaving the race is something that I hope to never feel again. After putting hundreds of miles and time into this one race, I still came up short. I knew what my problem was concerning my training because I did not work on my long runs. Yea I would go on 14 to 15 mile runs but that is a cake walk compared to running 20+ miles. This helped me see that yea I had trained hard for a long time, but there are so many things that I could have done like going for 20 to 30 minutes longer on my long runs, eating better, and not taking back-to-back off day aka being lazy. But oh well I learned a lot from this experience and I am going to jump right back on my horse and saddle up for another race after a much needed 2 week break. On to the next one!
Taylor
